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Absent Surface

by Heartlapse

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1.
Indecision 01:49
Where are we heading? Do we deserve this? The same old questions every night Before I leave Before I turn to dust I will make every second count to prove myself I’ve really tried When will it end? When will this soreness go away?
2.
Waves 04:26
This is the end of my journey but I can’t see the finish Shaking from the cold that the wind of decease blows on me You see Blood cells flow through my veins like the crushing waves Indestructible, surrounding everything. Maybe I am a river that cannot stop, can’t reach the harbor Tell me if this dream will ever end I don’t want to wake up I must stay asleep It’s too good for us to end up like this My hollow pulls me down Are we born to fall? Nothing is answered, we’re all on our own. I’m just falling apart We are running circles, fighting 'till the end Not the awakening that matters but the dream It’s not the landing but the wiz of the fall Not the pain but the place of the scar Our ship is sinking, goodbye My stomach narrows It’s over Farewell my fellows The hope has fled I am the last shipwrecked Demons pull me down Hell is impatient Why do we suffer? Are we born to fall? Nothing is answered, we’re all on our own Why do we suffer? Are we born to fall? Nothing is answered, I’m here left alone The sound inside threatens me (threatens me) Sound inside threatens me, pulling me under I am the man who knows what it’s like to be defeated The light holds my soul, please don’t make me stop Please don’t make me stop I’m lying where this life has started to blossom My heart bleeds from within, all eyes are shutting down This evil force destroyed everything we’ve had The more answers just make more questions
3.
White Widow 03:50
Your sun kept me warm but now the sky is full of clouds A giant is raging inside me My soul is struggling because of the things that you have done to me (done to me) No! This can’t be true I’m bleeding out Your love will be the death of me You’ve betrayed me too long ago, I can’t feel anything If we could go back in time would you change everything Hard to imagine, sad to say. There is no point for this. People like you should be buried alive A dark pit is where I’ll hide away from the light that’s shining from your face Take back You have to take back everything Your sun kept me warm but now the sky is full of clouds A giant is raging inside me My soul is struggling because of the things that you have done to me (to me) I have to leave my past again How long will it last? There must be salvation on earth A key to heaven An escape from everything You were nothing but a succubus, seducting every man I was a hopeless sailor, you were a beautifull siren to me It was a perfect dream What have you done to us Look in these eyes and tell me what you see Can’t feel those shackles now Free as a bird I’m getting away to a different place
4.
November 03:52
Four years has gone so fast And I can’t seem to bury the past All the memories and days that we’ve spent together I can’t just throw them away They’ve said we were far too young to deal with a love like that I’ve tried to prove them wrong but they were right All the time Yeah Sometimes I wonder if you still think of me like I think of you This heart is a broken compass Noone can fix it Sometimes I wonder if you still think of me like I think of you This heart is a broken compass Noone can fix it but you Yeah And I’d trade this whole life to hold your hands again You’ve meant so much to me I think I lost my way The pain won’t go away Haunting me everyday And you’re always in my dreams but when I wake up it’s not the same Then I’m falling back to the dark with a heart that’s broken Every day every night is the same damn thing This can not last No Will I ever find a way? Come back to life Or my fate is already sealed I’ve tried so many times and right now I’m willing to die Swim with the sharks Fade away with a soul I don’t want I’m done I’m done You are the one I can’t forget
5.
Maverick 03:26
The air can’t blow you through the crowd Just like the crowd can’t live without it Leaving everything behind, I will run away Don’t you beg me to stay, words are meaningless to me Time has stopped around us No more feelings and false intentions Freedom fades We’re assembling into one black mass (into one mass) Against the heavy tide Ignoring bad things in life Misleading thoughts haunting me, Faceless contempt and dark lights What is the meaning of this life? I feel so ashamed in our race There is no meaning in this life Our past has turned into ashes in my eyes This desolated world has lost it’s light There’s no forgiveness Why try? No prayers were said this time The things I saw I won’t forget You’ll never cross my path again Nothing is what it’s like (what it’s like) I count the days to ease this pain
6.
Escape 03:42
On the darkest nights when I’m alone with my cold soul I always end up thinking about the past When empty bottles and sleepless nights were not my best friends This current way of life has nothing to offer yet I’m still searching for a meaning Why should I keep struggling to survive when the air has gone that kept me breathing? The light has gone without a trace Please take me to another place This light has gone without a trace Just take me to another place I’m ready to leave Nothing keeps me here My shadow stopped following me I’m screaming out I’m screaming for help but my voice disappears in outer space Take me away don’t leave my soul in decay Take me

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released September 14, 2015

Artwork: Bokros Dániel
Mix & master: No Silence Sound Studio

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